We met last year. But it feels like I knew him forever. We talked for about a week & it only took that one week for me to fall for him. We hung out at least one or two times a week. He came to my games. He was what I’d always wanted. It was too good to be true & I was scared that he’d hurt me one day. I thought he’d leave me, or use me. We saw each other for around a month and a half until I ruined the whole thing. I did it because I felt like I would be hurt. He was too perfect. I couldn’t believe it. I had never had someone like that before in my life. I ignored his calls all summer long. It wasn’t until the following school year when I wanted it back . I realized he was real . We talked a little bit once I realized it and we’re planning on fixing everything. Than she came along, she didn’t like him, she didn’t even want to give him a chance but to this day his eyes are set on her. There’s nothing I can do. The truth is, you only have a little bit to go after that opportunity , I went too late. I think about it every day , if I would’ve answered those calls that summer … He would be mine

you were my friend. than you were my bestfriend. now your my other half. you’ve talked about moving forever. your parents always mentioned it but i always just let it pass by. i always just said “well you can live with me”. never did i think it would really happen though. i’m looking at it now. i didn’t think it’d hit me right away either. but as   soon as i got that message today, i broke down. i never cry over my friends. but you were always different. i can honestly say you are the best friend i have ever had. at this point your more than a friend to me, you’re my other half. i love you with all my heart and nothing will ever change that. living an hour away won’t even make us fade. thank you for everything. i mean this might even make us closer, everything happens for a reason, right? you’ll be living with me until the end of school. i’ll never ever be able to forget that. i pinky promise we will be bestfriends forever. your the best friend i could ever ask for.